I haven't self-harmed in so long. I can't even give a date, somehow it just... stopped. This makes me angry as it makes me proud. For four years I burnt, bruised and tore my body to shreds, and then suddenly it stops? No reason? Not even a thought just... vanishes? It doesn't seem right to me but I am glad of it, don't mis-understand me. Why now though? Why not when i was crying in the dark praying for it to stop? It confuses me, but never mind.
I've completely relapsed back into Bulimia. I've lost a lot of weight over the past few weeks but that could be because I've been getting help for my drinking, so I've not been consuming the daily calories that gave me.
I hope you are all ok, I'm off to scan my friends page now, to make sure you are.
peace and love *abi* xxx